Trust Your Heart

I have been reading the articles and the comments for a month or so and I have greatly enjoyed both and I have always felt the desire to share my experiences. This article is titled Trust Your Heart. I believe we know in our hearts what is right for us, good for us, or who we should or shouldn’t be with. The problem is that we get disconnected with ourselves through insecurities, ego, past hurts and pains, etc. or just plain out not listen because it is something we do not want to hear.

I have worked as a psychic, I have cleared people and places, I have released dead people, seen dead people and animals, been attacked psychically, seen evil and felt and heard the wing of an angel over my body, so I understand and can relate to both the psychics and the people who use them for guidance – I do. All this has been and will continue to be one of my journeys through this lifetime.

I have always had tremendous faith in God, the Universe, Source or whatever you personally call it and have always tried to do the right thing and help others as much as I can. One thing I have learned is to meditate and truly ʻfeelʼ my heart and listen to what it has to say. All my decisions, I make with my heart because the heart will never lie to you – ever – it can’t! We all have to individually find out how to connect with our heart, to get around the baggage and start listening to what it authentically and truly says – it will guide you through all.

In relationships, I do, at least try, to do the same thing – ʻcheck inʼ and listen to what my heart is telling me. I have been married years ago and when I proposed, I distinctly remember my heart saying that I wouldn’t be with this person long but this is where you have to be right here and right now. She was not my life partner and I knew it. That might sound insensitive, but when we went our separate ways, we talked and when we got around all the stuff she also knew I was not her life partner. When we checked in, trusted ourselves and the universe, we knew we had come together for some karmic lessons and reasons and now we can go and live our lives without any regrets or bad feelings.

Now, I did find my life partner – soon as I saw her, I knew her, my heart knew her, and it seemed as my whole body knew her – like I was a puzzle and she was the missing piece! I always thought that when you do meet your life partner, you would know it immediately and life would be all fruit and cookies from that point forward. Well, as I said I did know her, however, I learned that fruit can be rotten and the cookies – well, let’s just say that you never want sweets again.

It can feel like your heart will physically burst of pain and that the universe is playing a bad practical joke on just you. I met this woman approximately six years ago and when we came together life couldn’t get better – colors seemed more vibrant, smells were more potent, life just went up a notch, her scent drove me straight to the heavens, and when I saw her my heart actually sped up and went pitter patter, she actually took my breath away! I saw it in the movies but didn’t think it really existed but now I do and it is one of the greatest pleasures of being here and alive! Everything seemed perfect, however when I would check in my heart was saying something a little different but I would not listen because I was becoming disconnected telling myself since this is my life partner everything has to be great and I didn’t want to listen- stupid heart, what does it know anyway!

Well, it started. Started with just breakups every month then getting back together because we just couldn’t seem to be away from one another. After maybe the sixth time I called CP and the psychic at that time said she is your life partner, however, it will be a little bit of a struggle, hard and painful but the outcome looks good. I checked in and knew what my heart was trying to tell me – I already knew it, just didn’t want to listen. I have used and still use the psychics at CP – they have been invaluable.

So, six years later, she has broken up with me fifteen times, cheated, moved in and out of my house five times, sued me, I have proposed twice (she said yes, both times), waited for her through a marriage (in between the first and second proposal) and watching her go in and out of various relationships. Painful was an understatement!

Through all this I have been checking in and my heart tells me it still will be ok, she will be back for good, we came together at the wrong time. As I said, I check in with CP and they confirm what my heart tells me – so I know I’m reading my heart right and they are reading me right. What I wanted to relate to everyone is to always follow your heart – it will not lead you astray. Learn to meditate in order to feel your heart and live your life by it, it will direct you which way to go with regards to a relationship, career, or just which way to drive to the store – follow your heart and trust what it has to say and in meantime call your favorite CP psychic to make sure you’re on the right track.

For me, I’ll continue waiting, she will be back, my heart tells me so – and I trust it! She still has the ring …

88 thoughts on “Trust Your Heart

  1. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    You are totally right! I did not think about it, but that is also for
    people who enjoy this stuff and the spiritual world.. It would be a deal breaker
    for you, too.
    It is funny you mention food about me using “hungry” for knowledge
    Some how my taurus friend and I always end up going out for a spectacular
    meal! or we get coffee and pie after a movie lol
    I am just like you. I like to learn from people, too. I ask a lot of
    questions when I am not working lol
    miss krystal

  2. The Lovely Duckling

    Yeah, it does work wonders. Having to constantly defend yourself to the person you are supposed to be closest to is so tiring…almost soul-tiring.
    As Yeats said, ‘Too long a sacrifice can make a stone of the heart. Oh, when may it suffice?’
    I don’t think age really means anything. I know people who think certain things have to be done by a certain age and then if doesn’t all happen that way, then there isn’t a chance in the world that it will. I just think that it is never too late.
    Thanks, Miss K! 😉
    Lise 🙂

  3. The Lovely Duckling

    If they are psychic, then they will already know! LOL!
    I think your advice is good for anyone who meets someone new, whether it’s romantic or platonic. Some people are intimidated by too much information right from the beginning. I had a friend who pretty much told me her life story within a few hours of meeting her, and, although we became friends, it was a little overwhelming to get it all at once.

  4. Will

    I am so glad to hear that you don’t get tired of hearing my questions. You are so right that it is very difficult to wait for my special someone because I often worry if I am not doing what it is I am supposed to be doing to help things along or I am doing something that I shouldn’t be doing, or will I be relocating to be where he is at and when, and so on and so on…….. You know I will be contacting you next week right? Just in case you are not sure who I am, here is a hint…. “Will I go to VA with the military or will I stay where I am at?” and “Is this really the end of our relationship?” Have you figured it out yet? LOL You are truly a special person and I believe that your predictions are going to come true for me. Any suggestions on how to make the waiting bearable are much appreciated. Thanks again for not hanging up on me when I call. 🙂

  5. RG

    OMG Gina!! That was too funny. Wow, you dodged that bullet……he called you 4-5 times a day, without meeting? RED FLAGS!!
    I guess its difficult for anyone to put themselves in a situation of complete vulnerability and be able to trust someone to that extent. But in most situations on this site, it just seems like women are ready to move forward but the men don’t have it together.
    Having met my “guy” online, I’m a bit skeptical about the online thing still. Dating online has become like online shopping. You can shop for days/months/years and still not be satisfied, cause next day there may be something/someone better on?
    And I think because so many people are now turning to online dating, people are missing the signs of the “right” person coming along because there are probably hundreds still left to pursue?
    Sorry for the tangent….but your story was pretty funny.
    Keep Smiling,

  6. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    I think when psychics meet potential mates etc. It is good to test them for the big “deal breaker.” Tell them you are very spiritual, like metaphysics, believe in karma etc. ” See what their reaction is…If they poo poo it then you already know…there is no way…No need to tell all about yourself first…I used to do this. Then you go to the next step….Pancake stacking effect….it takes steps unless they are a psychic, as well…

  7. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    she is right…heart knows what my heart wants…she knows, we have done this too long…Okay, I have only done this for 18 years as a professional, but I still did it for fun as a teenie….I am sure she has a ritual to fall out of love…
    I think the gut gets full. Then the heart moves on…But not always…

  8. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    I just thought of something else…lol
    You don’t realize how many men in this field have a thing for you!!
    Maybe you will meet a fan….If not, they become a fan.
    I see support coming…
    And a great friend, which will create love..You need a meeting of the minds, as well as a telepathic connection and emotional bond….It’s a coming!
    Someone will be in awe with your talents I see it.
    But you will admire something about them. Not sure what it is. Please do tell me when you know.
    Miss Krystal

  9. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    Iunderstand. So you will see how you feel when it happens…
    I know Virgo’s are very picky. I have virgo rising. So when we like
    someone, it is a very big deal….But it doesn’t come easy-And it does not
    happen that often, usually….The right person would understand that you do not
    want to marry.And the right person would support your work and talents.
    Miss Krystal

  10. Meika

    I agree with the article. I know that everyone’s looking for a higher love but life is about experience. We both need good and bad. Happy and sad. Ultimately, we are having a relationship with ourselves and God.
    Meika ext. 5176

  11. The Lovely Duckling

    Hi, Thomas. Thanks for sharing your story with us. I wish you the best outcome possible to your situation.
    I usually take into account what my heart is saying, but I don’t always trust it to make the best decisions for me. I look at my heart and mind as a checks and balances system. Of all things, I trust my intuition the most.

  12. Corrine Ext. 5194

    This is a great article. I love to see more from the client and customer point of view. Good luck, I feel she will be back also when your both more mature and truly ready to take the next step with each other. For everybody in this position, I think this is the best advice. Listen to your heart, because no matter what any psychic tells you, truly it comes down to what you feel and want for yourself. I can tell you a million times what I feel the outcome is, but if you lost faith and go a different direction that’s what will happen. Good luck and positive energy to everyone. When I met my husband he was dating somebody else. It was painful knowing he was with her but, we we’re meant to be and ended up together. We’re happily married no kids yet, but hopefully after we have the extension built they’ll come shortly after.
    -Corrine Ext. 5194

  13. Gina Rose ext.9500

    Hi Miss Krystal,
    Yes….a few people over the last couple of years have told me that as well……I really don’t want to be in any relationship,…. but I’m open if it should happen. I’m definitely not getting married……I see no reason for it at my age…..but that’s just me.
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  14. SeaTurtle

    Hi Stacey,
    Be sure to take care of yourself…pray/mediate, exercise, read positive affirmations, watch funny movies.
    DON’t get sick…you need to take care of you!
    No one is worth giving up our physical or emotional health for…
    Sending you a hug,

  15. SeaTurtle

    Very well said Miss Krystal…and thought provoking…
    I read it after an email that I sent to Gina Rose…in reference to my mind questioning my heart in reference at to “D”..
    I think if he does call-as predicted-I would try…
    And, I think I’m crazy for doing so…
    Oh dear…

  16. Jasmin

    That is so funny Gina Rose…hahahha…..!! He called you 4-5 times a day?? That’s crazy!! LOL
    Men are so weird, eh? That guy like stalked you….!!! And then there’s the guy I like, who hasn’t called me in like 6 weeks.
    But don’t worry I’m hanging in there just like I promised you!!
    Big hugs to you and your spirit guides!!

  17. SeaTurtle

    Gina Rose,
    I am belly laughing….!!!!!!!!!!!!!
    Hey, if you ever “need any advice” or a shoulder to lean on…I’m here for you girl!
    Yes, it’s good for us to remember that you are a woman with emotions, feelings, and stories like everyone else!
    You are SOOO FUNNY…great story!
    Love ya,

  18. Abigail Ext 9570

    Gina Rose,
    I’m grinning from ear to ear as I read this story LOL. I had been seeing my guy for 10 months he knew when he met me I was a hypnotist and that was bad enough so I certainly did not mention I was clairvoyant he already thought I was hypnotizing him…..hehehe love is hypnosis LOL. So one afternoon he says with what do you do on the phones all day baby? I said surprized (oh oh in my mind) do you really want to know? he said yes with big large eyes then I told him I do psychic readings he then said oh at first I thought you were going to say you were doing sex calls LOL. You know who this is too….
    Many Blessings

  19. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    Almost twenty years ago, when I was just starting out, I was looking for a roommate situation. Anyway, I was green and still young, and I wanted to share with an older lady who had a nice situation to share as far as roommate/rental. She asked me what I did for a living, and I told her… she told me, “I don’t think this is going to work out.”
    lol I became very private after that..My friends know to keep it hush hush….I don’t broadcast it at all…That is why I like working here at CP. I feel secure and not exposed, etc…It’s more my style…
    Anybody else have any stories like this?
    Miss Krystal

  20. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    My partner is supportive. He understand me and it means the world to me. But then again, he is a pisces. So it took a very spiritual open minded/liberal in thought….
    …I have met people in this world that are afraid of us… I feel someone will really try to knock your socks off in the near future, maybe it is next year! But you will feel a connection. Anyone else tell you that?? 🙂
    miss krystal

  21. Gina Rose ext.9500

    Thank You Will
    You are in good hands with Jacqueline…..I think very highly of her…as a psychic and as a human being…..she is a very wise person.
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  22. Gina Rose ext.9500

    I do date now and then and go out to dinner ( just to keep Mom happy actually)…. two guys….a retired Chicago Equine Law Enforcement Officer…..and a retired Nuclear Physicist..both not from this area, but retired here….both are cool with what I do and can keep a secret….and both are involved with the local animal shelter I am affiliated with.
    But….I’m too young to get married….I’ve decided to wait until I’m 70..LOL LOL
    Blessed Be )O(…Gina Rose ext.9500

  23. Gina Rose ext.9500

    Psychics don’t have the easiest time dating sometimes either….a few years ago, my Mother wanted to me to go out more and date…I truly am a hermit and like staying alone ,you see.
    Mom wouldn’t stop hounding me so I slapped up a profile on some little dating site….I even put at the bottom of the profile that ” MY Mom thinks I need to get out more “. I hoped nobody would answer but..lo and behold, some guy did. He seemed over eager, lived about 75 miles away from me, which is in still the neighborhood down here.
    He called me 4 to 5 times per day and hadn’t even met me in person yet, but was talking about me moving in with him,yadda ,yadda yadda….
    …yeah, I thought…sounds good, but what will he do when he finds out what I do for a living.I suspected he would bail.
    So after 3 weeks and hundreds of phone calls with this guy…my brother, laughing, kept asking me IF I had told him yet what my occupation was(?)…..I said no, that I was going to ” ease into it “. I wanted him to know I was a psychic before we met in person…. time this guy called me, I started out by asking him IF he believed in fate (?) He said yes…that him & I were ” fated ” to be together…. so….I told him I worked out of my home and worked via computer and phone. He burst out with ” It’s OK if you do phone sex lines..heck ….I once dated a stripper”!!!!!!!
    It was then that I told him I was a professional psychic….He asked me if ” I could what people were doing and even IF I could see him in the shower (?) If I could see what people were doing…things like that… I started to explain my gifts , but before I could…He said that people ” down here ” don’t ” cotton ” to psychics…and he IMMEDIATELY had to get off the phone and ” had to go take a shower “.
    Never heard from him again. LOL…for all I know he is still hiding in fear in his shower…all shriveled up and wrinkled like a prune.
    LOL… The good thing is that Mom no longer bugs me to date.
    So you see…even psychics, especially psychics who live in certain rural areas of the country, have dating stories….
    I just wrote this to give people a laugh and smile….it IS a true story….my brother & I still laugh about it.
    Blessed Be )O(…..Gina Rose ext.9500

  24. Psychic Jacqueline x9472

    Jacqueline x9472 said to Thomas….
    Wonderful Article you are so on track and it is not always easy to trust one self, it is always easier to follow emotion and that can tend to get us into trouble.
    I know once we trust, trust our self and just know everything will flow in and stay in gratitude then it always will….
    My friend, it will just get better!
    Jacqueline x9472

  25. Psychic Jacqueline x9472

    Jacqueline x9472 said in reply to Will
    Hi Will,
    I look forward to your calls, most defiantly don’t get tired or hearing from you!!!!
    It can be so difficult to continue to wait for someone we truly love and know without a doubt that we have this Karmic, soul connection and too it is so energetic, you feel there emotions as they feel yours this is why on so many levels you cant get them out of your head.
    One good sign is that they are returning and coming back in your life it the fact that they are in your thoughts so heavily….
    Blessing and Hugs!
    Jacqueline x9472

  26. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    Everyone has a unique interpretation of this man’s situation…
    This is a perfect situation to use as an example…This man is telling us this lady took him to court, etc. Obviously, he has had a heck of a ride….However, if this lady came back to this man we must see that he would take her back, in a heartbeat…No matter what damages were done.
    Some people may feel this is not a good thing for him to do….
    In my 19 years of psychic services, I never let anything influence what I see….It is not my duty to tell him to move on, it would not at all matter any way… Thus, my duty is to focus on when and IF she ever does come back. I am here to provide him a confidential service, giving him information that he needs….This man already knows what this woman has inside of her….He knows what she is capable of…It is his calling, at this moment in time, to sit this out and see what happens….
    We are all different people…We all want a lot of different things. Some people have a calling in life, to serve and be with a certain person.
    As intense as it appears, court, cheating, leaving him, etc..This man still loves this lady.
    If I saw that she was really going to return, I am going to tell him…He has to live this one out…
    I have seen this type of stuff throughout my entire career…It is my psychic duty, no matter what this man has been through, with this woman, to actually see if, just if, she would ever come back….And not, why would he want her? That is his journey….You will see time and time again, in your life, people tolerating things in relationships that you would never……It’s not about that….It’s about whether she is coming back…
    The heart can change…And the heart can stay the same…..Our paths are all different…She is either coming back or she is not…If she does, it does not matter what anyone says, he will try it, again.
    Miss Krystal

  27. Stacey

    Thank you Fran, Thank you Sparkly. And I also thank my favorite hero psychics Gina Rose, Randall, Jayzie and Phillip. I kid you not, you folks are the wall I’m clinging to right now. I am getting better a little every day, but then someone will bring up his name, or tell me what he said or what they saw. And it’s just instant anxiety. I feel sick and hot and weak. I’ve never had these experiences until now. This is the most devastating thing I’ve had to go through. Gawd! It can’t go on forever. I appreciate any prayers or well wishes anyone can send. I know I need them right now. And it’s hard to admitt weakness…
    Gina Rose, please throw some magic words my way when you draw down the moon Wednesday night. Maybe the moon would be willing to help me.
    I will keep my faith, continue to live heart wide open, even though it hurts, and hurts deep. I will keep moving and believe that things will recover. That’s what I’m waiting for, that’s what I’ve been told. That’s what I believe.
    Much love to all my blog friends, and peace and joy.

  28. Gina Rose ext.9500

    Hi Will,
    I have over 4 decades of experience reading professionally as a psychic/medium…..I’ve trained psychics for 28 years myself……and I can tell you that you are in very good hands with Jacqueline….Jacqueline is an exceptional psychic and a person of honesty and integrity and compassion.
    Hang in there Will…
    Blessed Be )o(….Gina Rose ext.9500

  29. Will

    Gina Rose,
    It is so comforting to know that there are people such as yourself that are willing to share your gifts with those of us that need encouragement in times such as these. I am also waiting and trusting that your predictions for me are going to come to fruition soon!

  30. Will

    My heart truly goes out to you! I can relate to you in the fact that you are waiting for someone that you love so dearly. I have spoken with several of the psychics on this site, and the majority of them have told me that I will be with the person that I am currently waiting on. Poor Jacqueline, I call her every week, sometimes several times. She is bound to get sick of hearing from me at some point. I truly do not know how I would get thru without her! I also know how what you feel with the breakups as I have experienced them also. But I keep hanging in there hoping that we will eventually get it together. It is difficult when your head is telling you one thing and your heart is telling you another. I wish you the best and hope that you will be with your life partner soon! Your article has helped me know that I am not alone out there!

  31. Fran

    Sweetheart, you definitely have my prayers, thoughts and well wishes. I understand the pain that you’re going through. I understand so much. The “limbo” can be agony, and sometimes very hard to figure out how to live through. Psychic Maryanne stated in her post, “to know that living our lives will not prevent the destiny return–it may actually hasten it” …well, that’s like the light at the end of the tunnel. We’ve got to find it deep inside of ourselves to be strong, even though we feel like falling apart (and I’ve fallen so many times, I’m starting to wonder how I ever get up!!). Sometimes it’s hard to hang in there and have faith when everything seems to be going in a different direction than you were hoping for…but that’s where HOPE and FAITH have to come in, AND…it always helps to put in a call to CP so you can hear, once again, that things are going to work out (that’s what I seem to be doing a lot lately!).
    Stacey, I really do hope that your time of waiting will come to an end soon, and that you’ll have your rainbow after the storm. In the meanwhile, I’ll be keeping you in my thoughts.
    Big Hug,

  32. feelin_sparkly

    You are not alone, I went through a similar ‘dark’ period not to long ago and am currently getting another karmic lesson in patience (that Universe wants to really make sure we get it sometimes lol). One thing that has helped me TREMENDOUSLY is taking the advice and lessons that I’ve learned from Randall to heart. In fact, it’s been awhile since I’ve been able to call but the notes I took from a month ago are still powerful today.
    For me yoga practice, work, my family & friends all help provide spiritual and mental comfort and strength. Focusing on the work you need to do for you will help free the way for good things to happen 🙂 As Thomas says in the great article above, trusting your heart helps to heal in the dark times and will help you find your faith in the final outcome.
    Keep the faith!

  33. Jasmin

    Love this article..!! I totally trust my heart but more then that I trust in you Gina Rose and have 100% faith in you and your spirit guides! I can’t wait for him to contact me….in my heart I know he will and after you confirmed it there is no question “if”!
    I thank god for bringing you into my life.
    Sometimes I feel like how can someone show so much interest and then just dissappear for a while.
    But after talking to you things are starting to make sense.
    I hope he’s the one…LOL
    THANK YOU SO MUCH!! love ya
    Big hugs!! xoxo

  34. TeriLynn X9625

    Hello Thomas, a CP customer:
    I am Psychic TeriLynn X9625 and your gift of awareness of the love you seeked, found and realized the change of who she became and what you found still carry hurt and anger within. Your Heart will be glad to fill you with comfort in the mist of your hurt, but I recommend healing your heart and hurt so you might provide some wonderful person your ability to become the best of who you are from what you have learned. Your Heart will spin (chakra) with renewed purpose and clear the emotional trauma that still lerks within.
    Pleased you took your Power back and releasing is part of regained Power, but without healing you will possibly bleed through to another exciting woman, who will not quite understand the feeling she senses as she may not the same propensities as your prior love, and you would be apt to draw a sensitive, tuned individual.She might have that spark that they call chemistry, and you know how attractive that can be! So I reommend healing your heart with less disappointment and more expectation and hopefullness, and love being yourself for the journey you have choosen, lessons you are learning and fun you will have.
    Heart felt thanks, TeriLynn X9625

  35. Psychic Maryanne Ext. 9146

    Thanks for your lovely, heartfelt article.
    You are correct-we all need to learn to follow our heart or instincts. Learning to trust our internal messages can be one of life’s largest lessons. I saw a quote today that speaks to this-“So a wrong turn made you 3 minutes late; it also prevented you from being involved in a major accident on the way”.
    You’ve worked hard and evolved on your way to listening to your heart. It is true that certain people are in our lives for a purpose and to assist in our growth, but perhaps not forever.
    May I offer to you that during periods of waiting for a destiny return from a loved one it is not only important to continue living our lives fully, but to know that living our lives will not prevent the destiny return-it may actually hasten it.
    Best wishes,
    Psychic Maryanne
    Ext. 9146

  36. Miss Krystal ext. 9192

    Hello Thomas. Thank you so much for this wonderful article.
    But not everyone is like this. Honestly, it depends on what type of person that you are…Actually, there are a lot of people out there that share the same feelings on love that you do….By contrast, we have a lot of other people out there that are using more of their mind and intellectual ability to select a partner….
    People who come from “their mind” about love partners/choices, tend to look at possible future mates as far as looking at them as a “package deal.”
    Although listening to your heart has roller coaster moments, the ups and the downs, it has its rewards as well. Yet, there will be times when a person like yourself, will feel emotions ranging from glorious to then, disaster like……..It’s a cycle….There is no perfect fairy tale in reality…
    Nobody said this was always going to be fun. I always say, when you are truly in love, no matter what, you will have some lonely nights…..It’s a paradox for sure…However, the rewards can be almost like heaven….
    Yes, listen to your heart….If you do not, you are truly hurting yourself the most, and you will only be mad at yourself…Who wants to live like that..We just have to know that when we listen to our heart, we will come up against many tests…Thanks again. God bless you…
    Hugs, Miss Krystal

  37. Fran

    Hi Thomas,
    Thank you for writing such an inspiring article. It was EXACTLY what I needed to read this morning. I have been struggling lately with wondering whether my heart actually knows what it’s been talking about (LOL!). My heart tells me one thing when circumstances tell me another. But reading your heartfelt story has made me realize that yes, I should continue to listen to my heart, even though at times it feels like it’s breaking.
    I hope you find the happiness you’re seeking with your life partner. I hope we all do. Oh, and by the way, you’re in excellent company here on the blog! You’ll find that we’ve got your back!!!

  38. Stacey

    This is a thought-provoking article. I am also “waiting” for my love to come back. My heart tells me that he’s the right man for me. 4 different top notch psychics here at CP tell me to wait, be patient, he’ll be back. BUT! In the mean time, he’s running around with some 19 year old college girl. He brags to all that their relationship is just physical. Friends with benefits. Nothing more. And I sit back with my heart breaking so badly I can hear it shattering. I’m told to wait, he loves me, this will be over with her shortly and he’ll be back. But still I’m alone and my heart is still in pieces. And this “limbo” I’m in is pure hell. I am told not to contact him. Leave him be. And so I have left him completely alone, no text, no call, no anything. I hate this. I keep my faith because like Thomas, my heart says so. My heart feels it will be okay. But I just don’t know how much more of this I can take. I’ve had some really low times, but I have placed my faith on my heart and the awesome psychics here at CP. (Gina Rose, Randall, Jayzie, Phillip) I pray VERY HARD that your time lines and predictions, which all match by the way, are accurate. I just got to believe..I would welcome any words of encouragement, and suggestions on how to keep my head up. THis is the most difficult thing I have ever been through. Some prayers, some well wishes, anything. Really.


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