I have been reading the articles and the comments for a month or so and I have greatly enjoyed both and I have always felt the desire to share my experiences. This article is titled Trust Your Heart. I believe we know in our hearts what is right for us, good for us, or who we should or shouldn’t be with. The problem is that we get disconnected with ourselves through insecurities, ego, past hurts and pains, etc. or just plain out not listen because it is something we do not want to hear.
I have worked as a psychic, I have cleared people and places, I have released dead people, seen dead people and animals, been attacked psychically, seen evil and felt and heard the wing of an angel over my body, so I understand and can relate to both the psychics and the people who use them for guidance – I do. All this has been and will continue to be one of my journeys through this lifetime.
I have always had tremendous faith in God, the Universe, Source or whatever you personally call it and have always tried to do the right thing and help others as much as I can. One thing I have learned is to meditate and truly ʻfeelʼ my heart and listen to what it has to say. All my decisions, I make with my heart because the heart will never lie to you – ever – it can’t! We all have to individually find out how to connect with our heart, to get around the baggage and start listening to what it authentically and truly says – it will guide you through all.
In relationships, I do, at least try, to do the same thing – ʻcheck inʼ and listen to what my heart is telling me. I have been married years ago and when I proposed, I distinctly remember my heart saying that I wouldn’t be with this person long but this is where you have to be right here and right now. She was not my life partner and I knew it. That might sound insensitive, but when we went our separate ways, we talked and when we got around all the stuff she also knew I was not her life partner. When we checked in, trusted ourselves and the universe, we knew we had come together for some karmic lessons and reasons and now we can go and live our lives without any regrets or bad feelings.
Now, I did find my life partner – soon as I saw her, I knew her, my heart knew her, and it seemed as my whole body knew her – like I was a puzzle and she was the missing piece! I always thought that when you do meet your life partner, you would know it immediately and life would be all fruit and cookies from that point forward. Well, as I said I did know her, however, I learned that fruit can be rotten and the cookies – well, let’s just say that you never want sweets again.
It can feel like your heart will physically burst of pain and that the universe is playing a bad practical joke on just you. I met this woman approximately six years ago and when we came together life couldn’t get better – colors seemed more vibrant, smells were more potent, life just went up a notch, her scent drove me straight to the heavens, and when I saw her my heart actually sped up and went pitter patter, she actually took my breath away! I saw it in the movies but didn’t think it really existed but now I do and it is one of the greatest pleasures of being here and alive! Everything seemed perfect, however when I would check in my heart was saying something a little different but I would not listen because I was becoming disconnected telling myself since this is my life partner everything has to be great and I didn’t want to listen- stupid heart, what does it know anyway!
Well, it started. Started with just breakups every month then getting back together because we just couldn’t seem to be away from one another. After maybe the sixth time I called CP and the psychic at that time said she is your life partner, however, it will be a little bit of a struggle, hard and painful but the outcome looks good. I checked in and knew what my heart was trying to tell me – I already knew it, just didn’t want to listen. I have used and still use the psychics at CP – they have been invaluable.
So, six years later, she has broken up with me fifteen times, cheated, moved in and out of my house five times, sued me, I have proposed twice (she said yes, both times), waited for her through a marriage (in between the first and second proposal) and watching her go in and out of various relationships. Painful was an understatement!
Through all this I have been checking in and my heart tells me it still will be ok, she will be back for good, we came together at the wrong time. As I said, I check in with CP and they confirm what my heart tells me – so I know I’m reading my heart right and they are reading me right. What I wanted to relate to everyone is to always follow your heart – it will not lead you astray. Learn to meditate in order to feel your heart and live your life by it, it will direct you which way to go with regards to a relationship, career, or just which way to drive to the store – follow your heart and trust what it has to say and in meantime call your favorite CP psychic to make sure you’re on the right track.
For me, I’ll continue waiting, she will be back, my heart tells me so – and I trust it! She still has the ring …