Grieving but Hopeful
In January I lost the man I loved. He had gotten sick and was gone in less than 2 days. This man, S.G., was my first serious relationship after the death of my previous love. The previous man and I had been together for 3 years, but S.G. and I were together for less than a year. Time doesn’t determine the depth or importance of a relationship. A relationship is defined by the two hearts involved and I loved S.G. greatly. Our courtship and relationship is one for the books. I believe he was aware of how much I loved him even though I continued to be haunted of a repeat of the past. My anxiety kept me from sharing fully of what was at the threshold of my heart. I live with the regret of allowing my anxiety to rule my head versus following my heart.
This grief is equally painful though I feel as if I’m managing better overall. I would presume due to the familiarity and the lack of time between the two. It had only been 2 1/2 years since the first man passed away. I’ve since immersed myself in my writing which has always been a passion of mine. Sharing my experiences for others to read and identify with seems to be helping me in my grief.
It seems unreal that I’ve been blessed to have been loved so greatly by two wonderful men. Dare I trust that a third man is in my future? A man that I will share a long, loving and joy-filled life together with? Or, am I destined to be alone for the rest of my life? Though this most recent death is still fresh and painful I can’t help but wonder if love is something I’m meant to have.
Any insight you can offer would be appreciated.
You are an Earth Angel. You blessed the lives of two good men before they passed. Both of them are deeply grateful to you for the love you gave them, and they’ve teamed up like two brothers to help you find your next love, that third man, who will marry you and be your life mate. Both men are determined to do all they can to help you have the love, security, and happiness they know you deserve.
S.G. wants you to let go of the regret you’ve carried, for you gave him more love, comfort, and joy than you realize. He understood that it would be difficult for you to open your heart again after such a grievous loss of your prior relationship, but he is intensely grateful that you trusted him enough to allow love to blossom as beautifully and as fully as it did between you. He didn’t know if he would have a great love until you came into his life, but you gave him that.
When you meditate on S.G., and it feels like you do, ask him questions and then listen for his answers. He will only speak to you in loving ways, and you will feel his spiritual hugs. Continue to watch your dreams, for he will show up again and again to reassure you of his love and gratitude. Know that he is at peace. He also comes to you through music, through songs you both enjoyed while he was on Earth.
It’s no accident that these incredibly painful experiences have inspired you to keep following your passion of writing. It is healing you, and your words, along with the example of your amazing inner strength, will bring great help in healing others. What you said here about time and love is so true. I see wonderful success with your books. A movie script may be born from your writing as well.
You are truly fortunate, for you are meant to have love in your life, for the rest of your life. Keep kicking pain to the curb and remind yourself that pain lies. Pain distorts truth, but your intuition will guide and protect you and help you stay focused on what is really true. You will have that life-long love you sense in your heart.
Your husband-to-be is a strong man. He carries an inner authority. He is decent, kind, hard-working, and like you, he strives to help people. He may have some positive association with police and firefighters. He knows something about law and business. His coloring is fair, with some warm brown color in his hair, and you will feel he is quite handsome. The chemistry between you will be off the charts. He’s close to you in age, and he has a delightful sense of humor. He will be single when you meet and will tell you that within the last two years, he also experienced heartache. He will ask you to marry him; it looks like your answer will be an ecstatic yes! You are more than soulmates; you are twin flames. You cannot miss each other; the Universe is working to bring you together as we speak.
Wishing you peace and joy,
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